miiiauuu @ 2007-04-05T06: 07:00
kann man echt so blöd sein und nicht aus seinen fehlern lernen?
kann man echt so blöd sein und die 1000 Opportunities not to a given time and again?
can really be so stupid and think you will forever through his art?
why should only ever get the big bang before you even think about it once, and then what to change but not doing it because you think it is all so ...
I hope it's not too late. It may not be easy.
why can not I change it? I will not do? but I have to and want it really well. will not lose him but ... shit.
and what I do now? on 12-hour wait until he comes back home and throw me out? fahrn or simply home? or still remain here and hope that everything again (apparently) is in order or he simply says: it's okay?
yesterday I read somewhere, "if it hurts, there is no love." that's rubbish. one does not get hurt especially when you love yourself? I do stop to get hurt and the pain returned in the form of verbal. is indeed only the consequences.
and now? what I do now? I can not sleep. 'm glad I was able to sleep tonight few hours. I'll let me lie down and simply pass the time. and so easy to look fernsehn rumgucken. and at some point I'll get up and rumkriegen the time with other things: Duschner, abwaschn and so on.
and it was already planned for so long that we now go to the movies, but he has already said yesterday, Lower Austrian why I also said, "I'll go tomorrow ...", horn because I wanted to," no , stay! "
clock 06:18.
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